[A real anger sparks up behind his voice as he says:] Maybe because I’m sick of letting people go, how about that? Call me selfish for it, fine—I’m not the king, I get to be selfish. [He says, willing to put himself on the line every time.] I just don’t want you to vanish into thin air too.
[He is so sick and tired of being the one left behind.]
Get a Catholic priest to perform an exorcism? [He pauses, then shakes his head.] No, that’s probably not a good idea. The other one’s charging into the Spirit Realm to kill her and get you out, and while that worked out for Blade—I don’t know if it’ll work again.
[A pause.]
I would, though. Go into the Spirit Realm to get you out. And there’s plenty of other people who would, too, I’m sure.
[Quieter than usual as if he didn't want someone to hear:] Why?
[But... he shook his head. Like it or not Ragna felt the worst thing he could. Familiarity of not wanting to let anyone go. Ragna lost everything, everyone. Died or worse by Krusnik and they're never coming back.
Fucking... if he could he'd also want to make sure he doesn't lose anyone else. That's the whole reason he either needs to disappear or needs to get this shitheel ghost out of his head.
Then maybe he can see whatever light Venti went on about.]
Nevermind. Don't answer that. ["I answered it myself" isn't said nor implied, but maybe Noctis could figure it out.]
Yeah my problem isn't Catholic, genius. [She's Buddhist. ... Wait, why does he know that?]
... It worked for someone else before it worked for Blade. I don't want to count on that but I have to. I'm fucking sick of waiting and being a puppet.
[He's sick of his fate being in someone else's hands. He'd love to handle this himself.]
I'm not gonna tell you what you can or can't do. Whatever you do, just make sure you get back to your cousin in one piece.
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[He is so sick and tired of being the one left behind.]
Get a Catholic priest to perform an exorcism? [He pauses, then shakes his head.] No, that’s probably not a good idea. The other one’s charging into the Spirit Realm to kill her and get you out, and while that worked out for Blade—I don’t know if it’ll work again.
[A pause.]
I would, though. Go into the Spirit Realm to get you out. And there’s plenty of other people who would, too, I’m sure.
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[But... he shook his head. Like it or not Ragna felt the worst thing he could. Familiarity of not wanting to let anyone go. Ragna lost everything, everyone. Died or worse by Krusnik and they're never coming back.
Fucking... if he could he'd also want to make sure he doesn't lose anyone else. That's the whole reason he either needs to disappear or needs to get this shitheel ghost out of his head.
Then maybe he can see whatever light Venti went on about.]
Nevermind. Don't answer that. ["I answered it myself" isn't said nor implied, but maybe Noctis could figure it out.]
Yeah my problem isn't Catholic, genius. [She's Buddhist. ... Wait, why does he know that?]
... It worked for someone else before it worked for Blade. I don't want to count on that but I have to. I'm fucking sick of waiting and being a puppet.
[He's sick of his fate being in someone else's hands. He'd love to handle this himself.]
I'm not gonna tell you what you can or can't do. Whatever you do, just make sure you get back to your cousin in one piece.